this time round
the feeling's really different
i felt relieved.
i felt numbed s well.
how cld u possibly treat it s nth had ever happened
n wanted me to share the same tots with u
its really impossible
im suppose 2 feel happy when with u
but y m i alwaz feeling so upset
alwaz wanting to isolate myself
i dono if i shld b with u agn
im really tired
so much so tat i felt really numbed
i cant feel anything at all.
even if u treat me like a princess agn now.
its all too late.

started work at occ
busy working & replenishing my sleep for 2 weeks already
hees. will b shifting to cecil st next week.
but im not looking 4ward to it.
*shrug* lots of reasons. yups.
work is alright so far.
esp working with ba pau agn.
siao char boh. muahahs. =)

somehow. i feel like giving up thoroughly.
not bcoz of anything else.
but i just felt so suffocated being with u.
totally breathless.
im tired of relationships.
tired of everything.
just wana b alone & enjoy my freedom.
i hate it when u wan me to listen to u on everything
i hate it when u r so self centered
i dono if i really should.
but guys r really turning me off.

just came baq frm m'sia last night
gonna start work soon
this coming monday
so went in to accompany him
n it also marks an end to the 'tai tai' life we had for 6 mths
sighhz. sa started work 1 week earlier though.
n s usual. she bombed my fone agn
while i was in m'sia
silly monkey.
i dono y ive been feeling so lethargic lately
no matter how much i sleep
it just aint enough for me at all
*yawnzz*
n MA ZHI JIAN. if u r reading this.
thanks for your tat short lil sentence u mention abt last nite on the fone
u ruin my plan. ARGHHHHH.
i just couldnt stop cursing u now!!!
Damn!!!

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